Aloha,

I am Natasha Brune, the pen Published Author for a unique individual that created this story. In cases of trauma, it is easier to discuss the graphic details in the third person. It’s a way to separate the character and to desensitize myself.

In 2020, I went absolutely bonkers with being in the lockdown, businesses on pause, no revenue, having to refund all the bnb cancellations and the fear of all the properties and obligations we have and had.

I worked out for most of the day to burn the anxiety and I had stay off the news and radio. I only listened to streaming music all day and night. I stopped watching television and became a recluse in my own home and life. I was in the best physical shape of my life and my mind was like Chop Suey noodles.

I found solace in writing and one day, I began the story of conception of myself and took the story all the way to the 90s and stopped when the severe days of trauma took place.

I manifested a property near the beach with our family there as caretakers and starting businesses to support us and the local community. I wanted a place where we could fish, grow food, hunt and live off the land. This was the times of the unknown, during the pandemic.

We had a property on Maui and I moved back into it, had a tiny house built that was mobile and moved in briefly, then hired contractors to repair, renovate and prep for the upcoming sale. We had already purchased the other house I had envisioned, which came to life.